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The Bizarre Bouquet
Where the cold can freeze even time itself. A silence so loud you cannot hear yourself speak If you could do me the favour and not divulge this location i will be in eternal gratitude. currently watching Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagan 1 Lucky Star 1 Darker than Black 1 Hayate no gotoku 2 El Cazador de la Bruja 2 Claymore 2 Gigantic Formula 1 Nagasarete Airantou 2 sola 1 Recent Angst
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
April 26.It's always bad when you wake up from a night's sleep feeling like you've spent the time running a marathon instead. Waking up to the imaginary person inside your brain thumping at your hypothalamus, causing a buncha hormonal secretions to signal for fatigue. Must have been the squash game. Yesterday has been the greatest squash game i've ever had since joining the ucsd squash ladder. i was fucking exhausted, after just one full hour of squash. that i didnt even run much for. like i just snapped, and could do crazy shots i've never thought i could do. but that's history already. maa. on the other hand, people around me need to stop complimenting me for everything i do good. <_< i have no idea how to continue the conversation, you know. im not as good as you make me sound. im not that smart. im not that fit. im not that skillful, my memories arent that good dont make me feel like i've to live up to expectations that arent there. dont make me stop talking, because theres no other way i know that i can use to connect to people... dont break this bond. please. |