what lies beyond the dream?

The Bizarre Bouquet

Welcome to my sanctuary

Where the cold can freeze
even time itself.

A silence so loud
you cannot hear yourself speak

If you could do me the favour
and not divulge this location

i will be in eternal gratitude.

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

i need help.

its an hour after i returned home and time unrelentlessly approaches midnight.
midterm tomorrow, nothing done. As i sink deeper into the dark melancholy
the absence of any light, like a fluid, encapsulates me. I feel like i am drowning in angst.
The earplugs in my ear, a bright neon green, blocks out the cars whizzing pass
yet engorges the voices in my head. Like i can hear somebody screaming, the sounds pierce through my eardrums.
Everytime i look down in my textbook i am lost in the sea, the maze of black print, like the ink is alive and, like worms they wriggle and squirm in my eyes, resisting with all their energy, my eyes.
My heart feels like it's sunk below my thorax, into depths i had never known existed.
like the image of the moon on the surface of a calm lake.
i guess that can make another entry, for another day.

Gystara awakened at 11:56 PM




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