what lies beyond the dream?

i went around others blogs today, reading their random posts
and i realized something.

everyone else blogs about what happens to them.
today i did blah blah blah
why cant i just be normal? =/

i found out the sebastian on amanda's blog is actually that same guy from aphelion in chinese high.
amazing. then again, since they mostly went to HCJ... yeah.
but why isnt he in army? so weird.

i want to learn the guitar.
im serious.
but i suck and im totally unmotivated.

and my excuse is undefeatable
my finals are coming
and my english teacher kinda ripped apart my essay today
not physically, i mean like, i knew it was horrible
and he pointed it out to me regardless.
i thought i'd gain more insight into how i should write this
but turns out, i felt even more lost.
oh well, 2 more weeks, i can do it~

i feel like shit today.
cant sleep at night lately.
always waking up at 3am since i sleep so much in the afternoon.
and becaues i wake up at 3am i get tired again in the afternoon.
fell asleep in the darn bioeng class. it was dead boring.
everytime i woke up the lecturer was looking at me.
believe me! i tried. just doesnt work.

and more news. signed up for driving exam during spring break. i hope its spring break anyways.

SO TIRED. late.

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