what lies beyond the dream?

The Bizarre Bouquet

Welcome to my sanctuary

Where the cold can freeze
even time itself.

A silence so loud
you cannot hear yourself speak

If you could do me the favour
and not divulge this location

i will be in eternal gratitude.

currently watching

Heroic Age 1
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagan 1
Lucky Star 1
Darker than Black 1
Hayate no gotoku 2
El Cazador de la Bruja 2
Claymore 2 Gigantic Formula 1
Nagasarete Airantou 2
sola 1

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Write stuff in snow!


Sunday, February 04, 2007

12 hour sleep

time for random daily lifestyle posts =/

i have had 12-hour-sleep before
and i've always awoken to some, either ridiculously bad mood
or some funny weird good mood.

so it strikes me as strange when i wake up this morning to a very neutral mood.
i remember vaguely seeing dreams.
i dont remember ever seeing as many dreams as this.
it could be my bed, or my pillow.
but i blame the climate.

i was wandering around the net again
and as usual, DM's blog remains the top source for my otaku news.
i've thought about it. becoming otaku, i mean.
i can deal with being geeky and not having girl friends.
thats kinda like me now anyways.
but i dont think i've got the money, time, and mostly, discipline to keep it going. =/
i mean, its a very expensive, time consuming hobby. =(
at best i can only stick to comics and free anime for dl.
yeah, hella cheapskate. heh. =)
and i dont want to end up doing something so much i'd hate it. =/
occasional games, comics, anime is good.
i seriously think so.

and today im supposed to indulge in some sort of academia.
and i've never felt this _neutral_ about it.
its like half of me wants to do it, and half of me doesnt.
and its not like its 50.00001%
its 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 all the way.

my moods confuse the heck outta me.

Gystara awakened at 12:12 PM




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