what lies beyond the dream?

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Welcome to my sanctuary

Where the cold can freeze
even time itself.

A silence so loud
you cannot hear yourself speak

If you could do me the favour
and not divulge this location

i will be in eternal gratitude.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

pain

started blogging again because of the pain.
pain in the heart.
that only words and alleviate.

my dearest, my darling, ten thousand miles away.
everytime i do not see her im in pain
everytime i do see her im still in pain
why cant i be by your side?
why cant you be by mine?

perhaps the latter question is just... ridiculous.
im tormented by this loneliness, day after day.
maybe because i dont have anything to do.
at least she has work to put her mind off of me
if she's even thinking about me.

her parents are now gone
she's now alone in the house.
i cannot describe even with words how worried i am for her
but she will be fine
she has always been
like i've always been. excessively worried.

the longer this drags on
the less sanity i retain, i think.

mum's calling. and now i must hide my grief.
and pretend like im not in pain.


=)

Gystara awakened at 10:31 PM




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