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The Bizarre Bouquet
Where the cold can freeze even time itself. A silence so loud you cannot hear yourself speak If you could do me the favour and not divulge this location i will be in eternal gratitude. currently watching Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagan 1 Lucky Star 1 Darker than Black 1 Hayate no gotoku 2 El Cazador de la Bruja 2 Claymore 2 Gigantic Formula 1 Nagasarete Airantou 2 sola 1 Recent Angst Write stuff in snow! |
Thursday, June 22, 2006
painstarted blogging again because of the pain. pain in the heart. that only words and alleviate. my dearest, my darling, ten thousand miles away. everytime i do not see her im in pain everytime i do see her im still in pain why cant i be by your side? why cant you be by mine? perhaps the latter question is just... ridiculous. im tormented by this loneliness, day after day. maybe because i dont have anything to do. at least she has work to put her mind off of me if she's even thinking about me. her parents are now gone she's now alone in the house. i cannot describe even with words how worried i am for her but she will be fine she has always been like i've always been. excessively worried. the longer this drags on the less sanity i retain, i think. mum's calling. and now i must hide my grief. and pretend like im not in pain. =) |