what lies beyond the dream?

The Bizarre Bouquet

Welcome to my sanctuary

Where the cold can freeze
even time itself.

A silence so loud
you cannot hear yourself speak

If you could do me the favour
and not divulge this location

i will be in eternal gratitude.

currently watching

Heroic Age 1
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagan 1
Lucky Star 1
Darker than Black 1
Hayate no gotoku 2
El Cazador de la Bruja 2
Claymore 2 Gigantic Formula 1
Nagasarete Airantou 2
sola 1

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Write stuff in snow!


Sunday, October 08, 2006

The Departed

I went to watch the departed again today.
again because its like infernal. make this the 3rd time.
the same old story line
but the blood was good. really good.
i didnt like it that much.
i felt like infernal affairs was better because it captured more of the
communication
between tony leung and his superior.

so far so good, without msn in my life.
i might just become mugger!!
nah. prolly not.

Went to bible studies yesterday.
it was nice and all, but it doesnt make sense
something just seems amiss.
and it all lies in my faithlessness.

i mean, god is all powerful right?
he knows all this shit we're going through.
and he doesnt do anything to help us... why?

i guess im christian by sarcasm.
i know there's gotta be a god from physics
but its like Kyon's argument, or was it Koizumi?

well, it goes like,
he's either powerful and not kind
or
he's kind but not powerful.

because if he's powerful and kind we wont all be suffering
and our suffering is kinda... less... then everyone else who's less fortunate, right?

Bible studies bugs me. >_<

He chases Adam and Eve out of the garden, was it because they werent holy?
if he's god, why doesnt he keep them there?
he makes the rules... doesnt he?
if he really loves his creations, Adam and Eve, why chase them out?
was it a moment of non-kindness? then he's not kind already, is he?

im thinking too much. an idle mind is scary.

Gystara awakened at 11:28 PM




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